Lana Del Rey - Text Book lyrics

I guess you could call it text book I was looking for the father I wanted back And I thought I found it in Brentwood It seemed only appropriate you'd easily had my back And then there was the issue of her I didn't even like myself, or love the life I had And they were shinin' stars Standin' clear with open arms You touched the detriment, most of the friends I knew already had You've got a Thunderbird, my daddy had one too Let's rewrite his story, I'll do this dance with you You know I'm not that girl You know I'll never be Maybe just the way we're different could set me free And there we were, screamin' "Black Lives Matter" in a crowd And I saw you saw who I am God, I wish I was with my father, he could see us in all our splendor All the things I couldn't want for him I screamed for their help, oh, oh, oh And screamed for them, ah Could we do this dance again? Do you think if I go blonde, we could get our old love back? I guess this is really the end I never felt jealous before this year, but I'm jealous now People say we're too much alive But maybe if I lay dead that would make right in the end Of all these sleepless nights Other men I met felt right Would smile at you and stick a knife In your back Finally, I met you so I'm not wonderin' why You've got a thunderbird, my daddy had one too Let's rewrite this story, I'll do this dance with you You know I'm that not that girl You know I'll never be Maybe just the way we're different could set me free And there we were, screamin' "Black Lives Matter" in a crowd And I saw you saw who I am God I wish I was with my father, he could see us in all our splendor All the things I couldn't want for him I screamed for their help, oh, oh, oh And screamed for the help, ah Old Man River keeps rollin' With or without him Old Man River keeps rollin' Without him, all my ??? Old Man River keeps rollin', oh