I hate myself so come back soon; I need to find a reason to not give up, to follow through wherever else we go. Oh, no: however things may go. I'm sick of me, I'm not alright but I wont find a reason to break away so tell me why I don't wanna say goodbye. Oh, no: What if you hold on and keep your life, what if you hold on? Oh, no! And if you go down without a fight you'll never hold on. I need your love, I don't need my freedom. Inside this hole I can't find what you make me feel. I need your grace; I can't live and shine if you fade away I can't breath while my everything is gone I'm sick of being another light but I wont find a reason to fade away, if that's alright: I wont have to say goodbye. Go, never look behind if you go, never look behind if you go, never look behind if you