Laid-Back Studios - Angel lyrics

Intro: Look. This one's for the people keeping it bottled up inside them Cos no one knows your life story but you! But.. I'm about to let you know a little about mine Cos nothing worth having comes easy Hold tight my brother Dead-Man-Walkn' on the beat... C-T.V Official look... Clarky! Verse 1: I stay awake the longest nights, Allow my heart & soul to write; I've never known my wrongs from rights, Living out a poets life Living out a poets dream, I know that you don't know it like If only you could understand what my poems mean.. If only you could understand what this means to me.. It seems to me, I seem to bleed; I need to set these demons free Alive since 95, I learned to write by 99 A youth writing lyrics I was spitting by 05 30 Albums were released when I spat with D.R.C We went out separate ways & I'm still doing me! I've lost a few mates along the way; they my fam When I give myself the blame? -I see the the face of my Nan.. I could tell you that I'm sorry, It was wrong & It was shameful I could tell you that it's painful; Knowing I'm the main Fault The Devil took my soul & Left me out where the rain falls I've met my Demons once or twice; but, Now I'm seeing Angels Hook: I Don't think that I, Could tell you what this means to me Here I am, It's so hard to believe That I'm standing here, I've never felt this far.. But you always said, Have faith in who you are! Verse 2: I was diagnosed Diabetic from a young age; Young Gage? -None Fazed, Cos-He-Lost a Ton of weight! Non-Stop Hospital, Doctors couldn't stop it all.. Nearly in a coma, Nearly died that day! I guess it didn't hit me hard enough, I still hung-with The older lot, Older Bods; & You could say we 'done sh**' From chilling, Bunning spliffs, Age 11 Bump & Sniff Instead of seeing what we'd done, We thought we'd run the bits! I thought I had my team on lock They had my back; -It seemed a lot! Until I clocked my girl's out; -Cheating when they see my lot... I Lost my trust & Moved away Became that kid they knew from Spain.. I came back a different man; cah Running couldn't stop my pain! I could tell you that I'm sorry, It was wrong & It was shameful I could tell you that it's painful; Knowing I'm the main Fault The Devil took my soul & Left me out where the rain falls I've met my Demons once or twice; but, Now I'm seeing Angels Hook: I Don't think that I, Could tell you what this means to me Here I am, It's so hard to believe That I'm standing here, I've never felt this far.. But you always said, Have faith in who you are! Verse 3: Listen.. I spent my whole life on the streets, In the bits &In the midst; I wish, That I'd never got nicked -A Hundred times; f** Pigs! Stupid Pricks! See I got a lot of hate; If you didn't catch my drift! I'm just trying to prove that.. I ain't like other artist's; Who claim to be 'The Hardest'; Them Half-Wits Pftttt... ba*tards! I'm sick of all the disrespect! Free Pac! We miss you; yet? -I actually feel like I'm the only one with Intellect ! Even if I don't make it? -Fame I have tasted! Talent wasn't wasted! -Never been a Waste-Kid ! I've stood up for what was right & Have never tried to claim sh**; That I didn't do; I've stayed true & wouldn't shapeshift; So I could tell you that I'm sorry, It was wrong & It was shameful I could tell you that it's painful; Knowing I'm the main Fault The Devil took my soul & Left me out where the rain falls I've met my Demons once or twice; but, Now I'm seeing Angels Hook: I Don't think that I, Could tell you what this means to me Here I am, It's so hard to believe That I'm standing here, I've never felt this far.. But you always said, Have faith in who you are!