Lagwagon - Heartbreaking Music lyrics

I've already come to terms With bridges I have burned We all make mistakes We keep preparing for the worst So it won't seem adverse Just like we rehearsed Click, two, three, heartbreaking music So close to loss we use it How much honesty's healthy Say what's on your mind The only way to be The d** are only for dessert Do your homework first We don't administer the cure for that thirst 'Cause it's always been heartbreaking music So close to d**h we use it k**ing Writing this over and over It will never mend I am the jest malignant cell Playwright to your hell I think I knew you well But I wish I were as smart as you I could I have changed your mind Would of, should of, the question 'til I die But it's always been heartbreaking music So close to life we abuse it k**ing