Ladyhawk - (I'll Be Your) Ashtray lyrics

My hand is shaking But I can't feel anything at all Just your little Burning kiss on me And careless whispers Were a warning Cus I'll only try and drag you deeper Down into my heart again Baby I tried slow suicide Ya just keep me hanging on Running around, keep my head down And pretend there's nothing wrong The flick of a lighter I can feel you somewhere in the air Just breathing smoking close to me And I'll be your ashtray If you need me Cus I only wanna feel you burning Your name into my heart again Baby I know when I gotta go And it could be anytime Wasting away through another day In the backyard of my mind It's But I want it so bad, yeah I want it so bad I could die The desolation I feel it so deep, yeah I feel it so deep inside