Lady G - Why Me lyrics

Intro [BLACK "E"] Hey yo, it's BLACK "E"! Let you know the softer side; the more vulnerable Peep the flow; yeah! Verse 1 [BLACK "E"] I'm sitting on my bed and asking God why Why did I have to be the less fortunate guy I'm feeling kind of dumb 'Cuz I do nothing right And I can't get a girl 'cuz they say I'm not their type But if I get a girl the love will never stay 'cuz I'll do something wrong, and drive the love away My life almost ended at the age of ten months Spent most of my life just hanging with the punks I had a low self esteem so I was target for the jerks I tried to play it hard, when I knew it really hurts Always got played 'cuz no one really cared It's so hard for me to love 'cuz I get really scared To talk with my heart, 'cuz they just want to play me So there's no love from the start I finally found love, but I had to go away It could have been true, but God wouldn't let me stay Found it again at the end of '93 I found love twice, that's hard to believe Now I think that I lost her, 'cuz I did something wrong She's the main reason I'm writing this song I want to leave this world, 'cuz I can't find my peace Instead I pray to God and ask Why Me Hook [Lady G] Lord tell me why Keep going through the pain Can't take no more Please tell me why; What's going on (Oh!) Lord tell me why Ain't no love for a thug no more Please tell me why; What's going on Verse 2 [BLACK "E"] Why me, Why me is all I ever say I wake up sad almost every single day Set on playing hard, so I never shed a tear What's going through my mind is my ever lasting fear Of getting hurt again by the woman that I love I don't want this to happen, so I keep praying up above Insecure is what I am, but I never really show it 'cuz a punk is what I'll be and these people let you know it Living in this world, I don't think is really fair But considering my life, I don't really even care 'Cuz I'm going to die soon, so I figure what the use Best way to die, keg some 1-8-7 proof Given a damaged body, I don't see why I'm here Ponder and ponder, but it doesn't come clear Why Ellison A. Sarbeng was put on planet earth Yeah, coming to this world, I know, just made it worse Yo', I think it'll be better if the DarkOne just died It's very plain and simple, that I'm not a happy guy And now you know the reason for my Nobody Likes Me Always pray to God and asking Why Me [Hook] [Ad Libs] Lady G What's going on? Ladies, tell me what's going on? Can we show our brothers some love? (Oh!-legato) Ladies, what's going on? Can we show our brothers some love? 'Cuz all they really need is love! And all they really need is love! Tell me what's going on? Ladies, show the brothers some looooooooo-ah, ah ah ah ahhhhh ah, yeah, yeah!