Lady Bones - Amen Dead Friend lyrics

I got this feeling that I won't be around To reminisce about the ups and downs All alone surrounded by hated friends and loving lies Those childhood nightmares always seem to return Oh how they burn The faded stories don't tell the same There's something lost you're trying to reclaim Amen dead friend Couldn't find the words to tame those fears When you're starting at the end It's hard to believe Wishful thinking persevered and the let down was violent Glory screaming in your ear Couldn't find it Those ancient feelings don't heal much at all Starting to feel small I've been before in the dark The end can wait until you start