Lacrimas Profundere - Eternal Sleep lyrics

I am the only one who understands me in my ebony dreams why can't I be just like them ...happy life is gone beautiful, suffering my eyes drown, in delusion my body paled and cold, let the silence bloom I never will arise in your arms again now, with her hand, she closed my eyes and gave me the last kiss, her tears drip in my pool of blood but, I've died with a smile, 'cause no one did really search the tenderness which sleeped in me, no why could I not feel the love which flows through all of our souls it was the fear that I never could fall in it but so I'm gone and no one can bring me back now shed tears what you on earth never did for me now, they weep on my grave weep they all just for me now, I'm sad about my mistake why can't I return to earth, why? there so many who loved me really o. pain