Labrat - Retention lyrics

I'm dazed and contused alone now feeling confused one more time I'm f**ed up animosity has been struck up You were supposed to be my friends this not so good thing how it ends There is no way to make amends forced to my knees - I'm screaming Beat down and raised up piss half fills the loving cup Our bonding now breaking been giving - now I'm taking Tried hard to be the best I could brought home with violence how good Acting only as told I should again I'm down and bleeding this pattern repeats - spiralling around me Spiralling round me - this pattern repeats. Respect - no way man I'm bored it's out of hand The time has come to close the door I just can't take this anymore You're an*l and you make me sick so get the f** right off my dick You filthy dirty lying who*es I just can't take this any f**ing more I'm lonely and I've drawn a blank worked so hard with no thanks Push through dirt to find the way out left alone in the house of doubt The face that looks at me is dead k**ed by the bad things in my head Push me again if you dare I'm past the point of pretending to care I'm starting to wonder what friends are for.