Labrat - Merrick Sympathiser lyrics

It starts right now Stake my claim for the throne of incompetence Come last at everything - every time I have failed at all I have attempted Childhood goals tipped and up-ended And you just look at me and say I f**ing told you so You're not the king of me I'm the king of me So why do I still beg for your attention My name remains a filthy word unfit for you to mention I'm f**ing sh**, I'm really sick I cannot cope, I don't think I can put up with it Here we go again - headlong into another scene I put hands over my eyes and try to hide It never changes, I've never lived up to your expectations I am the cancer in your life - I am a burden And all the times I tried my best, it's never good enough Cause every time I fail the tests - I'm just not good enough Too f**ing stupid, too f**ing dull I can never live up to what you want from me I've only just begun to find my feet And you kick them right out from under me I can't compete, this isn't fair I'm the circle that cannot fit the square Lying awake, cannot sleep Play over in my mind all that you've done to me I smile outside - inside I'm screaming And silently - in my mind I'll always be your enemy I am your enemy