Labrat - Father Son And Holy Goat lyrics

Question myself till I bleed Will I live to spoil another day The answers lost in mud I won't if it goes on this way And what if you discovered that I could not give a f** Would you crumble, start to fall Just like I have a hundred times before Blacken my face Distort my features I'll be no-one soon I was told to bank on 70 22's been hard enough Search for a space to hide in The life I have's too much Feeble-minded, fickle and worthless Sickened by my blind incompetence Can't even pay the rent And I can't see a way out Blacken my face Distort my features alone - on my own - I fight but I will not win I have been wrong - misled - and now I feel dead Put in goal for the millionth time Not a scratch on anyone else f** you - can't even erase my self I don't want to be here - living with fear So whilst I hunt for the exit - keep the f** out of my way And you should know by now no one f**ing hurts you like you hurt yourself Submission hold around my throat Father, son and holy goat