I can't live like this no more They know my name at the liquor store I get high, give dick to hoes I can't live like this no more Lost in the bottle, of course I'm the bottom of the barrel No apparel except for being a loser and an a**hole Trust in d**, arrogant, they keep me happy The same thing that's k**ing me is the same thing that traps me It transports me, sometimes it transforms me So I feel like I'm getting a bl**job in a p**n scene Sometimes I feel like I'm a millionaire with no worries A lazy f** stuck on the couch in no hurry No ambition, no plans or future Got two b**hes pregnant at the same time One is due in a month, the other in a week They don't even know about each other And I don't even love either of them And I'm a piece of sh**, a real piece of work A womanizer, it's a wonder that my penis even works This sore throat won't go away, I go to see the doctor Only to find out that I'm dying with the monster Yeah, Bacardi bottles litter the floor, bicker with who*es Liquor in drawers, the alcoholic sticking up stores Scratch tickets is all losers, owe 30 to the bookie He wanna murder me, I'm up inside a dirty p**y Warts burned off my dick by a doctor, I'm sick I keep chasing dreams that I'm not gonna get I might as well spend my days in a bottle Night inside a cell doing coke and steroids got my body hot as hell I'll probably rot in Hell, yeyo that I gotta sell Is all sniffed, my future is dog sh** My best friend's a dope fiend and he can't get off it My music is in the trash, I can't turn a profit I just drank every dollar that I murdered off it My brain keeps leaking like a turning faucet I'm sneezing for no reason with a burning nostril I started off being decent now I'm turning hostile