[Verse 1] What a melancholy afternoon Food for thought, I'll prepare the meal just bring a spoon Same recipe But it taste so good I might as well call it guilt free exstasy Musta been, blessed by the lord divine entity Helping me, rise to my feet, the whole energy Sending me, to a whole nother' plane mentally Let myself down but thats the past gotta let it be Rakim eric b, no half steppin Fast lessons, mad tension in my mind, need therapy Instead im here Working on a sentence that apparently Is gunna have to rhyme with Sara Lee or maybe parakeet Why must I choose between freedom or salary? My inner childs split like houses when a parent leaves But then I saw the parody I control my mind and my spirits there to guide me back Into reality so.... [Hook] Its back to reality Yea its back to reality Hit with a fatality, knocked me out the galaxy And took out my anatomy, but... Im coming back gradually Just regaining all my facultys Its back to reality [Verse 2] The words that we dont speak hurt the most To drown out the pain we overdose Which makes us more commatose The cycle keeps repeating till' were reaching to the lowest low So when you ask'em how there doing All they say is "so and so" Or "Im ok, just busy working hard and on the go." I guess were all just tryna' heal our hearts With a pot of gold To boost our ego for this audience were putting on a show But its just an act and....me, Im an actor too Searching for another role cus thats what actors do But f** this sh**! Im tired of acting like I am not sick Took a cyanide hit Shoot you in the face for suggesting some 9 to 5 sh** What I spit is great out the gate Im vegeta times 6 If you look to hate or debate then just press rewind quick You will not escape and your fate will recieve a high kick (In the eye) They can't see me go sit with the blind kids Put my life in your hands, naa that be a minus You can't even see the sky you fly in Like a midget whos pilot Best reply, in silence Try to form an allliance, I only mingle with giants Who wanna take over the world Like pinky and the brain. Simply insane I should probably be detained before this bomb Detonates and turns the city into stains