L-prince - Cleaning out my closet lyrics

L-prince Da lyric- cleaning out my closet . Intro :{L-prince da lyric} I know I can't do this better than Eminem but... Am just gonna do my best Yea, ohh... . VERSE1: {L-prince da lyric} It was back in 95 and you were barely 18 You were pregnant with a baby and that ba*tard was me Your life was hard but am thankful that you gave me a life You could have gotten rid of me but you didn't am sorry Cos I changed your lifestyle and you were just a young girl You sacrificed a lot for me do you thing I was worth it? Cos I grew up as a kid who was always depressed I never saw my ba*tard father till am 7 years old And when I saw him once again that was back in you funeral I promise am not angry I just wanna tell what happened What happened when you met that n***a and thought about love That n***a came into our lives and he tried to separate us You gave him so much love even gave him two kids You gave that n***a more attention than you did with your son He used to yell and call me names and for no f**ing reason His the reason that you died cos he poisoned your soul . CHORUS ×2: {L-prince da lyric} Yea am sorry mama I never meant to hurt you I never meant to brake your heart but tonight Am cleaning up my closet . VERSE2 :{L-prince da lyric} I get pissed off when I hear n***as calling women “these b**hes” I never had a father figure I was raised by these women And these women were there for me when I was feeling suicidal Cos this n***a in my life was always making me feel worthless I wasn't his son so he never really cared for me I used to stand outside in tears and wish that he could die He tried to separate us at the end he took your life He took you away from us and now he wants to apologise Cos he could never bring you back he never loved you ma Am sorry it had to end this way I wasn't strong enough Cos if I was I would have never let him hurt you ma You were a strong woman what he did was cruel damn! And on your final day I looked up in your casket I couldn't remember you that n***a took your face ma But I still blame you for bringing that ba*tard in our lives I guess that love is really blind you couldn't see him coming . CHORUS×2 . VERSE3 :{L-prince da lyric} I used to fight a lot in school cos I had troubles at home But when I found this rap game I found a way to express it And all the people that hurt me I can finally expose em I hope I never be like daddy cos he failed to be there And I'll probably get in trouble for these things that am saying But I don't care cos am a rapper and the truth set me free See I don't have a lot of friends cos I always trust less Am always brushing people off cos am afraid of this love And Am afraid of this world and am afraid of this pain And if I die how many people can come to his funeral? And if I die before my father I don't want him to come Cos his the reason why am angry at the world for no reason Sometimes am sitting on my bed and I just cry for no reason Reminiscing about the moments that I spent with you ma This is not a song for hate or pain am exposing these people Am trynna make you understand why I turned out this way Am trynna make you see the pain that I've been through in life I never had a happy family I was always in struggle The only people that I had, was my beautiful grandma And my beautiful aunts and I will die for them n***a . CHORUS×2