L.J. - Maddox lyrics

[Intro] I don't understand The people you call my family were people you didn't want People alongside the road that their parents had kicked out So I took'em to my garbage dump and I fed'em And I taught'em that in love there's no wrong I can't dislike you But I can say this to you It's not gonna be long before you all k** yourself because you're all crazy [Verse 1: Pacino Tha Prodigy] Lord tell me have you never, have you never had faith in me Blisters upon my knees These nights in poverty 'cause I pray everyday and ain't a damn thing change Looking for ways just to numb my pain Tell my why I feel this way (x2) Well guess I'll just chill with my demons Toke smoke, snort blow, wait for the weekend Pull up on some hoes in that all black Bimmer f**'em real good, and won't call back either Well that's been everyday and ain't a damn thing change Ducked off staying in my lane Only person care to hit my line is Famee (x2) 'cause that's my cult brother Better know broda Soul of Saddam and it ain't know other A dollar and a grind but it's been a slow come up The n***as from my city stuck because they wanna one up But we stay doing us NATS is the cult that will Straight bust No fuss Don't be looking our way if you're looking for love My heart pump novacane Can't feel a thing But you can't complain 'cause I tried I tried And you lied you lied baby... Well it's not my fault [Interlude] These children everything they done they've done for love of their brother Is that a conspiracy Is it a conspiracy that the music is telling the youth to rise up against the establishment Because the establishment is rapidly destroying things Is that a conspiracy The music speaks to you everyday but you're too def dumb and blind to listen It's not my conspiracy It's not my music I hear what it relates It says rise It says k** Why blame it on me I didn't write the music [Verse 2: Pacino Tha Prodigy] As I sit and contemplate these daily changes I'm just trying to live Before I'm buried in that box unto the world I give It's either rapping or packing that thirty on my hip Trying to make it out 'cause nine to fives don't make you sh** No apologies they judging how these denims worn So I'm constantly sagging like f** a social norm Get'em ready 'cause it's peaceful right before the storm Looking right up to the stars seeking forgiveness lord I ain't perfect but I'm always striving hard to be Baby girl our fingers locked you are a part of me Look at the world like here's a lot but now you gotta leave That's why the commons cheat learn to jip a common thief Just wanna teach you the ropes But right now we can just smoke Releasing all your self loathe And then releasing your clothes But right now lets ease your mind I'm rolling up all this lotus And watch it slow down the time just gotta smoke it and choke it Just gotta smoke it and choke it (x2)