[Chorus] I had you in my grasp Twisting your heart in my hands No future, will we last? So I live consumed my past Hands touch on your skin These sickening thoughts in my head Drowning, I'm sinking Save me, it's hard to breathe in I'm so nauseous, I'm so lost without you [Verse] Now I'm fu*ked up, 'cause the only time I cope is when I'm drugged up, yeah You're so fu*ked up, got me pacing 'round in circles feeling worthless, yeah I need someone, but nobody here that really give a fu*k now Need you right now, but you're gone now Girl, you stabbed me in the back ripped my heart out Nevеr thought I'd break, I didn't want to mention I'm fellеd as sh*t, I'm caving from depression Playing with love is like a sick obsession Staring at the stars, I need a fu*king message, yeah I need a fu*king message, yeah [Chorus] I had you in my grasp Twisting your heart in my hands No future, will we last? So I live consumed my past Hands touch on your skin These sickening thoughts in my head Drowning, I'm sinking Save me, it's hard to breathe in I'm so nauseous, I'm so lost without you [Outro] I'm so lost without you, without you I'm so lost without you, without you, without you