Kurt Ballou - Alone in a Room lyrics

I hold this banner above my head It screams in green and black and red Scribbled thoughts and pantheons Write my name in blood The same story that reads for years, The same Take me from room to room in the dark Pair me with what I am use to In their shadow I was secure Alone in a room But now the arena of the struggle It covers my mind in smut My conscience has left the building I'm alone in a room Service slaves, Addict of apathy, I reject The ones I respect will be falsely labelled [Narcissists, megalomaniacs But never cowards] The fakes they change and crash like waves The worms come in droves but only when it rains Put them back in the ground