Kuro Silence - Mindsets lyrics

[Intro] You know perception is strange it's Weird how one day it's back of the cla** jokes Freestyles in lunch Or after school Chilling with your homies before you all head home 7,8,9,10,11,2 Getting in the house Figuring that you'll do The same as yesterday That's how it seems Then you move on changing The next scene [Verse 1] Minds change, but people don't And the moment those words were spoke All my ideals went up in smoke Can I appeal with a pen stroke? I listen close to what they had wrote I'm similar But I'm still my own So tell me why it's so hard I know The difference between hoes and b**hes One keeps b**hing The other's tricking But trying to make a living off of her s** appeal And I gotta say that I don't find it appealing But I'm closer to the edge So I know the feeling I know I fear it The thought of falling into a vice Ignoring all advice Then take another shot of it twice Or maybe flipping a gram Cause I got fronted a brick And in the back of my mind I call it easy money Ambition never affected decisions But instead what I need are basic provisions Translation Another n***a just making a living Now isolation protected me from impatience And turning into a patient On some n***a sh** But a dollar costs And to be honest I've been applying But I ain't found a job since I started No, no [Hook] Ride to it die to it Can't deal with this sh** Mothers cries to it Another body in the street What am I doing? I don't know... I seem Cursed or consumed by it Maybe I'll slip and I'll die to it Maybe I'll roll with my n***as when We ride to it My mindset guides to it... [Verse 2] And now a product of fear Would be the reason that You hear me in your speakers now Worried bout sneakers now Worried bout touring now Worried bout how I'mma make it out on my own now A thousand thoughts Running through my head In just a minute And most of y'all Is worried bout booking A couple b**hes I wish I had the luxury But time just ain't affording me The ability to be the Kid I want to be Mind going crazy I'm lazy but never hazy This life it never amaze me My joy is speaking frankly About every surrounding That once left me astounded And now that the bell is sounded I hope I don't end up drowning [Interlude] Lost these daze Lost these daze I'm Lost these daze... (x2) [Verse 3] Pendulum swinging The balance is still maintained Losing my mainframe Won't change Anyone's mind frame The state of mine is do or die So if I miss it then No one is going to miss it It's funny how that sounds the same But means something different Blank faced stares looking at me And I know the feeling My homies offer me the sound And I want to hear it But I never take the hit Cause I don't need it I'm just trying to make a hit Trying to keep eating Cause I seen the other side And I ain't leaping I been there too many times I'm just trying to leave it And if a casket is my fate Then f** it So be it But I ain't stopping till I'm heard And I ain't dreaming I'm just telling you my goals Where I want to be So can I live? Or will I die touching the sky? I'll wait to see it...