[Verse 1] If you got room in your heart to forgive a n***a, forgive me I be pressed to see b**hes But can't see my dawg in prison for a visit I be focused on Rick Owens, YT sweatsuits, all that fly sh** I bought some Louis sh**, Mother's Day came and I ain't even get my mom sh** This for n***as locked up that's getting high off them bennies Heard they put Phil in the hole, sh** he ain't called in a minute Told you I couldn't find myself You said "keep searching, keep looking" Honestly I just wish you could see me now Ms. Goodman I grew up with the have-nots n***as flip work one time, buy a sweatsuit, then they a**ed out Same n***as trip off them xans, get wild and spazz out The house that I was raised in turned to a trap house House n***as bagged up and smoke get trapped out n***as that I looked up to, they took the crack route I ain't talk to Greg in a minute, I heard he back out Remember nights he took me home with him and almost pa**ed out Reem was fascinated with cars, wanted to cash out Coop was fascinated with bars, until he'd pa** out Remember days I f**ed up my pack, and I was a**ed out Used to have them straps on our lap, like f** a stash box Every night was serving them players Right on them back blocks n***as wasn't there when I was a**ed out But be at all my shows like how many pa**es can you pa** out? Middle man and them ounces tryna take a half out [Hook] I don't understand what these n***as rap 'bout Do this for the motherf**in' have-nots Do these for the n***as on the back blocks That's the real sh** I rap 'bout I don't understand what these n***as rap 'bout Do this for the motherf**in' have-nots Do this for my n***as pushing crack rock That's the real sh** I rap 'bout [Verse 2] If you got room in your heart to forgive a n***a, forgive me Shy grandmom told me she doing good with her liver Said she stopped drinking liquor Said she woke up some mornings wanting to die and just give up But she far from a quitter I love all of her banting, even respect when she trippin' So you know I ain't quitting So for her Ima get it It was cold in them trenches I had noosey-a** neighbors that had their nose in my business Thought that b**h would be different, but that b**h wasn't different Park Ave it was tinted Fall fast to the system, fell fast for these b**hes Car crash I was dipping, wearing Ralph from that n***a Don't even drink, I'm drinking Henny cause I'm going through things These n***as fake I shoulda knew, I shoulda knew they would change Five packs of woods, I bought an ounce I'm just doing my thing [Hook]