Apocalyptic on Sundays I am Before the altar of boredom I kneel I plow an even deeper furrow In grief's eternal wheel ....oh god I sink faster into despair And sorrow is my only reward I can't hear music no more Not a single black stupid chord Swimming on a lazy afternoon In a sea of doom And I cry me a river of dying angels And I try to be strong I'm afraid of the sunshine that tries to reach me Now it won't be long The well of pain and gloom The sea of doom All those heartaches stole my world The sh** of a life time, should have been gold I put the blinds down, go back to bed The lair of numbness, the losers keep I sink faster into despair And sorrow is my only reward I can't hear music no more Not a single black stupid chord Drowning on a lazy afternoon In a sea of doom