Krizz Kaliko - Tech N9ne - PTSD (Ft. Krizz Kaliko & Mizury Mize) lyrics

[Verse: Mizury] What's the purpose of the earth when you feelin all cursed since birth since the womb Cuz past events triggered me to now trigger easily in these present events when I shoot Anti depressive, anxiety and A.D.D k**in everybody when I freak out then peace out and forget it like a short term memory PTSD Wit holding grudges wit this life that I live While wishing some things I shouldn't of done and some things that i wish I did Cuz some things i can't un-see and somethings I just dream on to much Like countin sheep to go to sleep then dreamin of butchering 'em and still be a mad whitey when I wake up Ha, born a little cray-cray at a young age I'd stab you wit a Crayola My teenage days inserted umpteen markers and now I'm markin territories like im Ebola I'm sorry about that; I can't help my random outburst They say its better to let it out then keep it in but no one explained how its suppose to really work I'd take meds but the side effects get me mixed up feelin thrown together like I'm goo-lage There's no loosening up my mood cuz quite frank; I'm hot dog Like I'm pissed off when I gotta talk about it; I'm from the show me state when i come undone Because it really feels I'd have better luck bustin a nut in someone's eye for they can see where I'm comin' from I'm Mizury