Kris James - Malevolence lyrics

[Verse 1] My f**ing life s**s That's first on the agenda Felt like I had worse luck than Brenda And to be honest I can't even remember The last time I felt happiness or splendor It's kinda more like Splenda Fake in every single facet It was all my fault couldn't even try to mask it Failure constantly stared into my face All my fears all my flaws Were pretty much the cause It started 9 years ago At that corner store Where I got robbed at and shot at By the same gang that jumped me many times before this Really abhor this Can't take much more of this Trying to run up out the hood faster than Portis Cause they ran the hood no matter how much others tried ignoring it They were the type that k**ed out of boredom And for fun stuffed bodies in storages I was a first-hand witness, saw bodies of friends and neighbors Cla**mates, co-workers, and a bunch of strangers Probably showed us to keep us in check Keep us mental wrecks like no other But then those f**s decided to rob and shoot my baby brother In front of the church When I heard about it, it hurt Made me wanna put some action in my hands and merk Bloody vengeance is the thought that came first So I saved enough to get a magnum Filled with intentions to straight up bag 'em and tag 'em So to their house I made it Parked in front and waited I should've just evaded But I was bloodthirsty and the lust had to be sated Tired of waiting, growing impatience made me cave in So I got up out my car and approached Walking bolder than a motherf**er to their front porch Looked inside the window wondering where they- [GUNSHOTS] [Verse 2] sh**, another life lost in this struggle But I'm in front of my fam I can't afford to buckle All I do is chuckle At this ugly motherf**er who was dumb as sh** To think he could run sh** Must've been on some sh** But because of him I'm finally done with this canonizing Now my ego's as big as canyon sizes The feeling's just tantalizing To take a life I really can't describe it And why would I, I live this life while you're just there fantasizing And now that it's all done we got our eyes on bigger prizes Like that other p**y gang that we been steadily eyeing You know me a sociopath that's down for riding Cause my enemies have no chance when it comes to hiding So we exit the trap With 2 in the front, 5 in the back And make sure the odds are stacked In our favor I see some of my brothers start to waver I know the cure for that Free their mind with the mac Dump the hesitant and go on with the mission like some fearless angels Shoot up all them b**hes crying for their saviors “Take no prisoners”, That's always been my motto Cause every time I take a life it's like I won the lotto While I was shooting one of them told me to stop Then he flashed me a badge, an undercover cop But I remember that day When he k**ed Uncle Ray Was not forgotten So I shot him Let that f**er rot Head to the back more necks snap Finally make it to the leader I couldn't believe it either This dude's scared and pissing in his sneakers Like on The First 48, waiting for his fate Really hate those kinds of cats [GUNSHOTS] The end of that Leave the scene and ride, another job well done This sh**'s always too fun When you make parent-less daughters and sons Ain't my fault your folks in the way of making these funds I bide my time until I'm the de facto number one But until the day Satan takes me I'mma love this life...