Krelboyne - The Beauty of Not Feeling Anything lyrics

You can't fight what you can't see But I should've seen this coming See, I'm still wrestling with your ghost And the whiplash left my neck broke And it's the same story every day Just a new sad song to go with it See I could write a million lines But this sh**s starting to get old See, I fell in love with dying Because I fell in love with a ghost But next time I won't choke See, I fell in love with dying And the beauty of not feeling anything Cut Her memories Off my brain Pull Those membranes out from me (numb me permanently) And I've got this fear A real toxic idea And as d**h grows near She will slowly disappear And I kept your body in the freezer Yeah, I kept you cold (That night I held you close Yes, I felt your ghost When I split your blood) I feel myself Pulling back Consciousness cowering In the corner of the back of my mind Afraid to let me feel your pain I sit here bathing in your blood I wish I could separate the touch Of secret skin, your secret skin But I could never know your love So I wish I could separate the touch Of secret skin, your secret skin Now you're so cold So dead and cold These hands cursed with d**h And I'm wringing towels of blood and regret And I can't find the right way, no Whats it mean to be alive Well, what's it mean I can't stop thinking about this Oh, and I can't stop feeling alone No, I won't let you go (And I won't let you walk away from me) Are we even the same species Or are you something else entirely? The expression on your face isn't of fear or of disgust It's eternal peace