All my life been scared og this day Fate hits me with an iron fist I got to face reality, it is much more than I can take My safe home - my hero I shall never see your face again Now you faded away All my life you will always remain a part of me I still feel you near me And it fills my heart with colourful grey Like demons that eat from my heart A frontier between us that I cannot pa** But to walk straight through this hell Is the only way to cope with it All the strength you gave me Is gonna help me make it all the way Now you faded away All my life you will always remain a part of me I still feel you near me And it fills my heart with colourful grey Burning inside the memories are k**ing me Bittersweet - this hell that I carry with me The absurd beauty of being alone I miss you like a desert misses the rain The absurd beauty of being alone Bittersweet memories Now I taste the pain Bittersweet memories Unnamed feelings that I never felt But to walk straight through this hell Is the only way to cope with it Now you faded away All my life you will always remain a part of me I still feel you near me And it fills my heart with colourful grey Since you left me that day My life is empty in so many ways But I got you inside me And nobody can ever take this from me