Koolwavve - Lost In The KKlouds lyrics

[Hook: AYEKAY] When the f** am I 'bout to grow up? When the f** am I 'bout to bloom? When the f** am I 'bout to show up? Rather blow kush clouds in my room! When the f** am I? When the f** am I? When the f** am I, gonna do things I gotta do? When the f** am I? When the f** am I? When the f** am I, gonna do things i gotta prove? [Verse 1: AYEKAY] Damn, just when I thought I was out Kept pulling me back like a Chingy song, woke up 'bout Six forty five, stretched, wiped the cold out my eye Rush to take a shower just so I have time to get high Before I went to cla**, it would make time fly by Mama she hated it but my response was like 'why try?' I loved the sh**, my mind tranquilized Couldn't tell me sh**, hated when she tried k**ed my vibe People telling me i'm dumb, tryna calm my bad habits But truth is... they're pretty bad at it.. Can't be mad at it, but sh**, can't really laugh at it You don't own up to your responsibilities You got no excuse to be an addict, chasing the high If you ain't even got the means just to survive and get by But we succumb to the numbness start rummaging through the remnants Then we back to the beginning, where we thought it all ended [Hook] [Verse 2: AYEKAY] Damn, they b**hing at me again Man I just, finna call up one of my friends Where the f**ing weed at? you know I really need that Ungh, but yo really, I need some feedback.. My life is slowing spiraling down the gutter Wanted to make it picture perfect, staring out the shutter The beams of light making my heart flutter, I stutter With executing these dreams that i'm keeping under covers But under covers, my soul mutter, tryna muster up strength Clutter in bed sheets, mother what do you think You doing tryna help me get out of this rut of mine? I rather fill up with toxins boxed in this gut of mine It's like in my head, on my fore head I put on a sign I got four heads, often I can be bipolar at times So polar, just colder, not in control of emotions So take another hit, and then i'm cruise controlling [Bridge: AYEKAY] Smoking and choking we f**ing blowing them O's (x2) We f**ing smoking man, we f**ing blowing man We f**ing smoking and choking on that potent, man (UNGH) Smoking that kush... You know I would... Do it better than most.. You know i'ma straight coast.. Smoking man, we be blowing that f**ing stank, we be smoking man We be smoking man, we be choking man, we be rolling and choking on that f**ing potent, man [Verse 3: AYEKAY] Damn, you f**ing with me again? Tryna calm my bad habits, tryna be my friend again? I ain't having none of that, my perspective is all whack And i'm having trouble obtaining my eclecticity back So I.. Roll up another while i'm rolling another Light up another pa** it right to my brother, f**er What, you tryna hit this sh**? (UNGH) Man, you ain't getting none of This fire flame that wirer mazes in my brain Need a crutch or maybe 'caine just to speed it up again (WHAA) This higher lane got me looking out my window pane in disdain, it's stained By the fact my agenda is bended by the indo You don't need to lend your advice, just for yo info Now is that really the way I should be talking to my kinfolk? I dunno man, you tell me, I been lost.. In the smoke