Konkhra - Reality Check lyrics

When all that's good in life comes crashing down The pillars crumble with a hellish sound I don't know what's going on Dumbfound and without a clue Is nothing good inside of you? I spit my name like a f**ing curse And damn it all for getting worse Someone save me From this downward speeding Someone help me Please stop my soul from bleeding I can't deal with reality It's nothing but excruciating agony I can't deal with my apathy It's just in my genes and personality A shroud of amphetamine clouds my mind A forced solution of the k**ing kind Now I know what's going on It's myself destroying me There's nothing left there anyway I spit my name like a f**ing curse And damn it all for getting worse I don't know what's real or not... My brain is nothing but a bowl of snot...