Dear friend: I'm writing you this I don't know where I'm going I don't know who I am So much blood in the room I don't think that it's mine Possibly it's yours? Chaos That's my f**ing way That's what I believe in That's what I create Losing all of myself I'm not gonna try To fix it this time I've seen you so much in my thoughts That's why I'm ready Ready to destroy Tell me the things you wanna hear I will react with anything I want Leave me but don't ever leave me k** me with your haunting words Lose me But don't ever forget