I can't sleep at night till I wake and take fight From all this agony Lost all I was raised to believe in I'm near to crumbling to my knees Opened up a world of pain inside my brain And my heart will never be the same Never be the same Once held love in our hearts Turned it into misery Stress tore more than life apart Damaged is all I can see I know the truth, and you won't hear it Come out from my lips You should have known Better than to f** around like a stupid c*nt Fighting this demon in my mind And still find faith in being one of your kind One of you kind Once held love in our hearts Turned it into misery Stress tore more than life apart Damaged is all I can see Won't tear the truth From my heart Won't tear the truth From my heart No! Won't tear the truth from out of my heart Be prepared to be torn apart From all sides Outcasted Self educated in ways of dedication