Hmmmm Got my guards up Lovin hard got me scarred Loving hard got me scarred Got my guards up Got my guards Unsure what’s real I Got my guards up Taking time out to heal I got my guards up Running from love I deserve to be loved Worthy of love Infatuation never got me far Love and lust I can tell them apart See I was blinded by love Praying hard that he change And stop breaking my heart was it love Sometimes people sent to Teach lessons My baby was my biggest blessing Now I crave romance and affection Mentally connecting No temporary sexing deep like a ocean I keep my mind open Weighting my options baby No time for settling I can’t keep settling For temporary lust again Uhhhhh Got my guards up Lovin hard got me scarred Loving hard got me scarred got my guards up Got my guards up Unsure what’s real Got my guards up Taking time out to heal I got my guards up Running from love I deserve to be loved Worthy of love Reciprocation Love is what you give Hmmmm First Love yourself You Cant love no one else True beauty comes from within Yea No more tears No more hurt Finally I know my worth I got my guards up baby Being addicted to love Like a drug drove me crazy Heyy yeaa Yeaa yea I got my guards up I got my guards up I got my guards Yea yeaa yeaa I got my guards up Baby Took time too see Who was genuinely Down for me