KLDO. - Me (Prod. By KLDO.) lyrics

Intro: I know (x2) Verse 1: Why does everything I own seem broken From ripped paint on tables To my mind, physically disabled Imagine an old couple in their 50s Purchasing their first place Rat race, rhythm, last days Written The younger ones seemingly In a daze, a reflection of the isolation But thats my family, or thats just me Wake up 5 45 on the bus by 6 15 I got no faith in my own dreams I got no faith in what I sing And thats the worst thing to say Because if they hear you write your self off Then you provide no hope So thats intangible, I wasn't built to be a hero Insubstantial She was the first one I reached out to She was the umpteenth I lost And if each ever read my blogs They would see that im a goner I used to say my years were numbered And I guess I still stand by it Will 24 be the last birthday I ever see Huh You could catch me out on the streets But please dont start anything, because im carrying Pain, anger and frustration, the only trinity i maintain The only memory I substain, I shoulda never had s** with her Because I dont even remember her name, and thats when it all changed Thats when it all changed Chorus: Are you ashamed of me (x 4) (tranquille) Listen man, im just confused Should I keep my composure Balance it with the agression Thats a tragedy, a case of crisis of identity The lace that flutters in the wind is attached to my nike Or my dress shoes I rock the black hoody, blue denim Blues The colour of royalty Well I royally f**ed up again I loyally distance all my friends And thus its so cold Living in the rat race to genius I know ill never make it out of this city And I mean that, I know ill never have her And I dont really need that anymore I may not be the suit and tie life But I mean, I won't make it even a day past 24 So whats life, this is all hypothetical All optimistic dwelling, unrealistic living But do you not love me anymore How could you leave me with this sorrow Does it even matter that Im depressed Does anyone ever care unless I k** myself You go do that, thats the majority sentiment, oh I guess the struggle was chosen for the boy Troubles of the world, from 08 and on I spent the best days of my 20, in and out of hospitals Worried doctors who never set a future for me And so when I see the light, and when I made it so far I mean I shoulda just expired, thats what I think in my darkest hour Chorus Outro Tranquille