Kixxie Siete - Love Letter lyrics

[Verse 1: Kixxie Siete] They think I f**in' love you But I think I f**in' hate you And no matter how hard I try Its seems that I can't escape you Wishin' that I could replace you But I know its impossible Cause to find another one like you Is highly improbable But I think you so ungrateful Why must I stay so faithful Wonder why im leanin' on you When you lookin' so unstable Are you here to save me Do you bring a new level of danger You got me second guessing Whether you devil or angel Well is you or ain't you I can hardly tell Girl I think we far from heaven But this is hardly hell And when you check his eyes Hes mesmerized it ain't hard to tell Hes so deep in love Hes so beaten up That you can see how hard he fell How hard he fall Hard as f** Tell me whatcha' do when your brain is movin' But your heart is stuck Tell me do you work hard enough Cause I heard that you only succeed When you want that sh** so bad Just as bad as you want to breathe [Verse 2: Kixxie Siete] I promise that I ride for you I die for you I sweat I bleed I cry for you You only came through every once in a while But I stayed up every single night for you Losin' sleep glued to beats Look at all the things that you do to me I even stuck it out with you Though I knew that you wasn't being true to me Half the time you tell me lies And truthfully I know you lyin' But deep inside I know you mine And that you scared of losin' me Ain't that right that's the truth to me And now I feels there's something That you got to prove to me Cause I spent so much time And they told me time is money baby Honestly this isn't somethin' That I'm tryin' to do for free The homies told me to leave you They said you be cheatin' But I felt that I need you So I didn't believe them [Verse 3: Kixxie Siete] Told my girl that I was at the office She mad that I don't see her often f**in' wit you all night She be thinkin' I'm cheatin' on her And she don't ever care to listen When I tell her that the sh** that you and me do Can make things a lot better Instead of clockin' out from my 9 to 5 5 to 9 I be writin' rhymes All these god damn raps I write Makin' sure these raps is tight Look at all this time that I sacrifice Tryin' to live a motherf**in' rappers life Everybody out in the streets gotta eat And me I got a big appetite Tryin' to do more than just grab a bite And if we don't get what we want Then we get more than we need Later on in the afterlife Though I wish that I could erase you I find you comfort me Until then ill be waitin' Until you come for me