I woke up, mourning. I woke up dead today. I aged a thousand years or more. I flinch when you are nice. You k** me with a single word. When angels f** and devils kiss, I'm sure. I'll bask in your forever. You just waste my time. I want to drag you down, down with me. I wanted to help, to help destroy the world. I wanted to be that, to be that special girl. Everybody's got a little something to hide, But me. Everybody's got a little someone to crush, But me. I'm living in a human teenage mediocrity. Everybody's got a little someone to trust, But me. I dreamed that I was you. I dreamed your ego died. Sad who loves you more than I do. I know you lied. I'll bask in your forever. f**ing waste of time. Angels f** and devils screw. I wanted to heal me and then destroy the world Piss in your heart and be that, and be that special girl Everybody's got a little something to hide but me Everybody's got a little someone to crush but me I'm living in a teenage negative mediocrity Everybody's got a little someone to trust but me But me, but you Not me Hate you Love me, love me, hate you Want me, f** you, hate me k** you f** me, like you, want me Like you want you f** you f** me, f** you, f** you f** you f** me f** you, f** me, f** you f** you f** me (you never loved Me) f** you, f** you, f** you f** you f** me I will never make it better I will never make it better It will always hurt you f**ing a**hole