Kitchen Knife Conspiracy - The World Is Empty lyrics

It starts like this when I wake up Everybody's gone, smiles turn to dust Nausea sickness blindly shaking, projectile vomiting quivering to me, everybody sees when they look at me never what's inside of me, no one pities me no one's helping me, It's always only me animosity overcoming me, It's so depressing scarring me, Novocain to me, f**ing k**ing me solitude I am deciding, ignore me blindly It's satisfying to know I'm dying Vulgarly jaded, existence faded, life is naked severing searching me, it's in back of me now in front of me, it's overwhelming satisfied so sadistically, It's destroying me You know what I mean, insulting me nervous wrecking me, redefining me it's right in front of, in front of me and inside of me, it has taken me down you are not the only one who sees life through screwed up eyes I sever the health, sever the nerve Sever the stem at the root I sever my wrist, sever my life Sever myself at the throat Life is ending, I'm not sorry for the mistakes I have made I am real from disasters in my mind Subconscious unknown cost