Kirsten - No Psycho (It's Not In My Head) lyrics

Once again I can not put aside The things that I feel 'cause they're aching in my heart For some time now Cut it out 'cause I've found little games That I play around Put your hand on my mouth 'cause it will muffle a shout That you'd hear from a mile And what's in will come out So I'll cry myself to sleep at night And I seem to appear to be a really happy person I look strong, I'll support everyone Come to me what is wrong But I don't wanna stay 'Cause I am much too big a fighter To give in to such a thing And that's what everybody says So I won't throw my garbage in the ring And I am much too big a fighter To give in to such a thing And that's what everybody says,so And that's why everybody says I'm just a weak little pig That's not able to compete With life and all that comes natural Frightened of defeat or To lose my face or soul I'm always trying to find An excuse for me to get lazy Or everything I know That'll make my life easy It's easy to act like you don't care Oh what a problem I might give up again No, that's not what I want But what comes next I'm not the problem It's not in my head It's all because of you guys I want dead I'm not a psycho It's not in my head