Kirk Knight - Reality Remake (#longlivesteelo) lyrics

Fourteen years before today I dreamed myself of something more Since I was four I knew great things for me somebody had in store My dad looked at me his hand on my back to pat me so happy I had a family As happy as any can be Long story short what I saw, was not a reality Happy morphed into tragedy, family broke in catastrophe Daddy was sent packing, so family was then lacking And so that began the acting of a braty-a** happening My imagination to date, is a creation of a generation Of playing playstation, flippin' through stations Searchin' for inspiration to keep me patient As I wait on my hero's graces to bring me elevation I hate wasting time, that's why I use mine wise I'm up every hour of the night to figure out a rhyme And I'm not even 5 miles close to getting signed But I won't fall short of getting known before I die That's why it might sound like I cry and whine But you don't understand the fuel that fires my desire My dad is the reason that I inspire to spit fire And build up and empire of people like me So we can together fly higher than ever believed Steep loss of feathers so together we weep My dad loves his kids like no one, has ever witnessed Complete sacrifice for their lives, his only mission Long hours spent in the kitchen washin' dishes While my mom was in Las Vegas on a well-deserved vacation Man f** that She leaves me scars beneath my skin, so deep you could all fit in And to think that im part her kin A wicked love that we shared I felt stricken and scared I felt naked and bare But still I'd taked in the air This is the women who birthed me so tell me Why does she hurt me and personally curse all the persons I put firstly I yearn for her courtesy, mother won't you nourish me? Mother won't you flourish with my father? That's my only dream I'm eighteen now, but tell me how's it gonna be When your daughter moves out the house and she's looking to me a spouse Tell me Do you even think about The way I feel and how it pains me to even say this out loud? I'm actin out now, I'm rappin' until I pa** out Pa** me a towel cause' I'm out of this f**in trap house Although I've got some issues with my family Without their offense to all my nonsense I'd probably be lawless, I'd probably be Godless Livin' on the streets usin' the cake that I can scrape To purchase c**ain and xannies You can hate me, for who I am and what I do But if I were you, I would save the hate and walk away Cause' your words will not break me, or make me stray away From the path that I have chose, repay those that gave my name I know you feel the same, somehow, in some way Cause' if you were me, you would wonder from where came all the distaste Negativity will not stop me, my principles are Godly I take comfort in the fact knowing those that I love, got me Yes I can rap, as a matter of fact I practice The fact is, this action out my mouth is that of cla**, this Talent that I have is unmatched for who I am and the plan Is to blast to the cap, and pa** it back You can laugh at, my attempts to flow like water But you're only as hot as your ho, oh wait that's your daughter I'm not startin' sh**, just know that I got a lot of Heart for what I do and for it, I would die a martyr