Kingdom Come - When I Was lyrics

When I was with her, didn't see her, didn't feel her touch When I was with her, never held her, didn't need her much When I was with her, didn't know her, didn't think I should When I was with her, never showed her, never thought I could Now I'm without her, It's getting colder, it's the same old thing Now I have found her, I can see her, I can feel her sting Held a diamond, right in my palm Raising hell, couldn't stay calm What has happened, don't understand Jakyll and Hide, the evil in men The same routine, the same mistakes I never learned, what it takes Loud ‘n proud, my head up high Falling down, my only prize Caught in a tin can, with her cold hand, holding down the lid The darkness inside now, cannot climb out, cannot find a grip The devil is waiting, masturbating, watching me break apart The sinner is paying, I am praying, trying to safe my heart