King Krule - Lead Existence lyrics

I know I Live a life that won't change For some time I've felt ill, quite strange I haven't cried freedom I don't prize myself for my ill health That starts to loom An empty room Is now my doom My past was gone Well I know this was not what I wanted My head was clear not in fear of habit And guilt never took control Well I lost a soul to my blues A long time ago A long time ago