King-ISO - In The Dark lyrics

[Intro] (Iso, where you at?) (Iso, where you at?) (Iso, where you at?) (Aight I'ma walk you over) Ay, how the f** we doing tonight? Y'all drinking? I'm drinking Y'all mo'f**as ready? When I say "brain", you say, "sick" [Hook:] Last night I had a dream that I was faded... All a n***a ever wanted was to make it... Last night I had a dream that I was famous I woke up to guards rattling my cage [Verse 1:] I swore to you that you were like my notepad Mutilate and using razors, dad was feeling so bad Beefing with my mama feeling like I would have no dad "Solo for life" into my own skin I really wrote that Mentally abusive, I grew up and would hold back Everything I'm thinking to the point where is my dome at Started out poetically and then a n***a wrote raps And I drunk without any outlets, it f**ing go back Then I might have had a chance of me finding me Talking about my soul 'cause I know guys hiding this I don't wanna die slow but why don't this time exist Thinking with a blindfold then find hoes I'm blinded with Women I confided in, money that I'm try'na spend With 'em and I'm broke man get like love I'ma trip Love is only how self can define this sh** With that said pick a side of friends It was written like a hieroglyph And f** a nine to five I feel like Pac back in '90 sit Right inside the whip before he ride the strip Now picture me rolling the finest spliff Pardon me y'all I'm high and sh**, time to spit Why do we die to get, accepted by the lifestyles and try to fit In wherever we can even if we do not like the sh** Tell me that's what suicidal is, y'all really die for this I did like twice, my net gateway drug tried to sick LQ I tried to sip, weed now I'm liking this Popped a pill I'm for real hood homies like ya dick Fourteen years old like blood how many lines I sniff? p**y got thrown my way, f** it I'm diving in all of this Cause I was lonely, f** I insist, look at the crimes I did Now I sit all alone 'cause I ain't want to; how ironic life can get [Hook] Last night I had a dream that I was faded All a n***a ever wanted was to make it Last night I had a dream that I was famous I woke up to guards rattling my cage [Verse 2] Half of my mind is in heaven, half of my mind is in Hell Grabbing one side is the devil, grabbing one side is Tarrel Maybe my conscious unconscious and I'll just side with myself Maybe my luck running dry and I need to dive in the well Maybe the ones in my life the reason my life isn't well Touching my face in the mirror to keep reminding myself Just to be free on the inside like the bibles in jail I put my life in these bars like twenty-five with an L Sitting inside of this cell, losing the sight of a will But if I die then he bail, I'm still inside of myself Come out yo mind I'm compelled, to feel the fire and melt Like I decided to weld, a jail inside of a jail And I never really got any mail, just write a rhyme I could yell 'Cause I ain't got nothing else, I guess I'm writing myself Too busy riding with autos not enough light in myself Like Angus Malcom and Bon guess I'm on the highway to hell When you're a lonely child you know your mind didn't dwell Feel like you're voiceless, heartless, and spineless as well Assuming nature was human nature in my liquid hell I'm mutilated decayed and dated the time I was twelve My mama prolly was fed up like what's the problem with 'rell Feel like I didn't have anyone, that's why I would rebel No biological pops so I identified with myself A decade later I'm solitary inside of a cell Iso... [Outro:] (Mister Gulledge, wake up. Breakfast time) f** we got today, man? Ay, you forgot my milk, man Ay! Ay, CO! Ay!