Kind Of Like Spitting - Finishing lyrics

it's amazing what a light I knew it's amazing what a light I knew and if you think it's all her fault that just isn't true I didn't know that I could be so cold I didn't know that I would ever grow and now I'm older than I've ever known the lack of love in my life I used to try to crush everything outside of what directly spoke to me now it's not cute, this inconsistency just a lack of love plain in sight it's amazing what a light I knew it's amazing what a light I knew and if you think it's all her fault that just isn't true I used to say I gave her everything but then I realized it was selfishly you know I do just almost anything to bring her eyes back to mine I hate so deeply the bridge burner fame but still I bark out like a dog on a chain when I think of all the hearts I've left in my way mom and dad you made a big mistake it's amazing what a light I knew it's amazing what a light I knew and if you think it's all her fault that just isn't true so here's a song, I'll call it Finishing please don't believe I need your sympathy when all and all the problems rest on me hate to be any doubt it's amazing what a light I knew it's amazing what a light I knew and if you think it's all her fault that just isn't true