Kilo Kish - Frustrations + Solutions lyrics

i need some candy to restore my calmness i've had some crazy freak outs lately i kicked all my sh** around my closet nobody is coming to tell me to stop it my shoes they scuffed my white walls i punched my cupcake beanbag (yes, i have a cupcake beanbag) til i fell tired and embarra**ed enough and i was careless enough [chorus] feeling like a dick picking it up again feeling so much like a dick just to pick it up again feeling so so so so tired of feeling so so so so dumb i stomped and i screamed there flinging ideas straight down from the halls like in a movie scene where all of you watch behind a gla** wall i'm pacing back and fourth exhausting myself for my own gratification to no one embarra**ing programming and when i find the mess in the floor temper tantrum over reorganizing all that i tore from life's rightful order i'll say i learned some sort of lesson when i felt dumb enough to question ( i wish that i could take it back but where to start but where you at f**ing up my photographs I'm loosing it ) feeling like a dick picking it all up again so much like a dick just to pick it up again everything is so so so so tired everything is so so so so dumb