Kidneythieves - Landslide lyrics

I want a landslide, to call my own... I want to feel it take control. I want a landslide to call my own I want to feel it take me up, lose control I've been thinking way too much for my own good I've been drinking way too much for my own good I want a gun to shoot somewhere I want a knife to slash my wrist I want a landslide to feel