Kidcrusher - Heartbeat lyrics

[Verse] Laid back with a six pack in the pitch black And I'm staring at the ceiling This pain consumes me, and all I wanna do is sleep I don't even wanna eat I'm falling off the edge of the world And I don't think that anybody's gonna catch me I don't feel like trying any more Its so hard, its eating me alive I'm so damn useless, I'm drinking till I pa** out Drinking till I pa** out Does it even really matter that I'm all alone And I be bleeding from the inside I'm screaming so loud, and still nobody hears me Still nobody hears me Without you I'm without me and without you I don't wanna be me I be snapping at my brother cus they just like every other Trying to f** me from the back side Who can I trust, I'm about to bust Every mother f**er in the head because I feel I must I don't give a sh**, I don't give a f** I've lost every f**ing thing I've ever f**ing wanted I feel like I'm haunted, I always get the f**ing bone Always end up all alone, want a bullet to my chrome I think about it, I don't wanna die I just want somebody here to tell me it's a lie I used to f**ing have it, but now I'm back alone Everything we had just f**ing faded overnight I feel like I was robbed by a demon and you are possessed Your not the same, am I to blame? It must be true, I don't understand I don't think i ever will.. [Chorus] You're the only one I ever loved You're the only one I wanna see You don't know how much you mean to me I wanna feel your heart beat