Kevorkian - To Crawl Into A Pit lyrics

I feel this... Is where my rot belongs In an earthen pit Bathing in dirt, I'm at one with the soil I can't live with the rest of you So I'll live in a pit The worms are my brothers The slugs are my people They know me I am of them It is so clear the earth is my home Dirt to dirt back to earth Hidden from life above I sulk underground Deep in loving mud Loathing in darkness The life that walks above Scorned long ago In the world above But here I'm loved This is my kingdom Of crust and mud I'm beckoned To crawl into a pit Cast down from light Into mud into slime into home Human to sh** to womb (the true existence) Away from joy from hope to nothing I bathe in mud Swallowed deeper down The maggots speak my name the flies rejoice (the true hyms of praise) I conform not to your futile ways I conform to sewage and insect I live in mud Coward And you'll never save me No I'm beckoned to crawl into a piiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiit