Kevin Shirley - Blues of Desperation lyrics

I have a wall that I'm laying on Haven't decided what I'm waiting on I gave all my love to you in anticipation Now I live the blues of desperation Sliding down in a great free fall Minding my manners waiting for your call Heartless in mind, a soul of separation Now it's the blues, the blues of desperation Maybe it's the devil doing this to me Open up the door to divine misery Hear the wolves howling at my door One more last time don't come back no more The heavens may fall and the rain may come You fight and you die but what's done is done Smile at me, while I live in damnation Trying to make sense of these blues of desperation