Kevin Gates - Serenity lyrics

Serenity Accept what I can't change Courage to change what I can Wisdom to know the difference [Chorus] Ups and downs ? I see frowns all around God protect me, be my weapon If they catch me out of bounds Enemies, praying for serenity To accept what i can never change Fire in their eyes, that just won't go away My hearts been taken by surprise ? Now would you be around Wondering who's gonna be around ? [Verse 1 ] Starlito Said the serenity prayer a hundred times when they ran my license Damn i should have ran Fresh out of second chances Got this one b**h she so fancy Pretend to understand me My feelings been so damaged Can't pretend to be romantic A reckless street n***a Thats her fantasy Going against the wishes of her family Finding comfort in my insanity Still ain't met none of her friends I don't f** with strangers Buy her nothing but big bags Gotta tuck my banger I see the devil in her eyes But got the touch of an angel I bet i introduce her to pain f**in with a gangster Routine traffic stop going up the road Wonder if she can accept that'll ill never change Thats all i know I dont trust a soul To used to being betrayed ? It's survival of the game Chorus [Verse 2] Kevin Gates Slurred words Mental purge with liquid courage Poverty-stricken origin Recollection a blur Puking out my intestines i ingested the curse After first base always stuck between second and third (just go home) Afraid to go home if home is where the heart is Mother's relationship abusive, don't know who my pa is Love a stripper (why?) Modeled after my mama's figure Clock is ticking, if divided by time that i spent in prison Deserted by the very ones, slippin in my feelings Shy of commitment, petrified ? Instagram pictures im diggin, twitter DMn Not to mention how me met cuz she mentioned me in my mentions Too reluctant won't open up, she thinkin i'm willin to listen Pretty women ? b**h on the lips I ain't kissin