Kevin Garrett - The Way I Keep Myself Together lyrics

By the time I get to you perhaps I'll be in a better space to just pour it all and run But I'm sure that I'll keep looking back And turn what I can escape; Did you even love me once I don't know how hard you hit my heart But now I'm down and they're counting If this is it for us then call the guard Cause I can feel my body drowning The way I keep myself together Is by not keeping anything at all And when I tell you that I'm better Don't believe me when you see me fall Tell me what is this; your love or hate To hold on to all the time when I should just write it off I won't let my feelings go away Cause in my head we are so right Though it's never quite enough I don't know how hard you hit my heart But now I'm down and they're counting If this is it for us then call the guard Cause I feel my body drowning The way I keep myself together Is by not keeping anything at all And when I tell you that I'm better Don't believe me when you see me fall I don't need your love to know I'll still get it on my own Don't need goodbye to go Don't mean to give you false hope I don't need your love to know I'll still get it on my own Don't mean to give you false hope And I don't need goodbye to go The way I keep myself together Is by not keeping anything at all When I tell you that I'm better Don't believe me when you see me fall Don't believe me when you see me fall Don't believe me when you see me fall By the time I get to you perhaps I'll be in a better space to run