Kev.D - Closing Time lyrics

It's closing time but she don't want to go home,she'd rather walk around the city and roam..cause when she closes the door that's when she's all alone,no friends at all nobody to hit up on the phone..where did she go wrong,why don't no one like her,she isn't ugly so why won't no one wife her..is it cause she don't wear true religion she doesn't care what's popular that's no up in her vision..or is it cause she doesn't have a perfect body,I don't understand why it's this way and it's really got me..thinking and hoping,praying and wishing she doesn't make a bad descion and doesn't end up in a kitchen..just cooking and cleaning out the window looking and dreaming pheening to be free, begging and pleading..she's a good girl,she got good grades had a hard life no good days..constantly bullied and ridiculed really loved art a lot used to get residuals nights weren't typical dreamed bad visuals really feel bad she's a sad individual She goes to the bar alone looking for a friend..drinks her pain away till the bottles at it's end..doesn't have much money get all her clothes on clearance people talk down on her commenting her appearance..she goes home at night and thinks thoughts of suicide,saying to herself if I died who would cry..cuts at her wrist she wears it like em a braclet..looks in the Mirror sees her reflection and hates it And she's like this cause people made her believe,she's ugly and fat and there's nothing she could achieve..suffocated with hate,she felt she couldn't breath why did society make her feel the need to leave, away from this world ,away from this place to a heaven of freedom a true place of escape ,to a land of happiness and a land of love..where people were all equal no below or above ,next day she goes for a walk to escape her thoughts get away from the things that hurt and the things that haunt..admires the lights sits and thinks about life see's 18th street and makes a a right saw a local bar and she walked right in ..ordered a drink so quick, it was juice and gin ,but mostly gin the drink k**s the pain with in..its closing time let the loneliness begin