Kerser - Out Cold lyrics

Out cold they found me dribbling asleep And I don't mean no talking I don't dribble when I speak Prescription med's, alcohol, saddies sitting next to the bowl Sweating even though I'm cold the stress don't let it take its toll When did this happen when I let myself turn into sh** When I was younger man I swear I didn't wish for this My dream was raping god if you make this happen god I will get off everything and you won't ever see me slacking nah Then it happened now I can't live up to my own word I feel like I betrayed you cause you went and made this work And I ain't crazy I know you just went to set my road I pray that happened if I didn't pray I'd be unknown f**ing nutter f**ing d** are gone and tripped me out You thinking that will I be thinking you should sit on down My life's a task and its got me thinking f** it A Pipe is pa**ed then im probably gunna puff it Honesty ain't that what they all be begging for Then your honest half them ain't be your fan no more But f** it let em know people doubt me anyway Wonder why to get to sleep i gotta pop a any-zay That's pig latin I ain't here to hide no sh** I meant xanax if you didn't catch me slightly flip I march on though head be doing mad twirls The spinning cycle got me feeling like I had 12 More then I did already tripped Empty bottles f**ing oaf' I already sipped No matter what I do you sitting there to judge my sh** That's why every song I'm telling them to s** my dick It's 2am and I'm sitting here the light is off Tell myself to clean the act But knowing that i might not stop I'll be fine im the kers I gotta be strong Coz nothin ever happened if im gonna be Scott [Hook Repeat 2x] It's all good but I Can't talk now Move forward but I Fall back down My maze wavy I try to make it through Like what's it gunna' do im only gunna' take a few I can't stop yeah we gon' ride this out And they gonna find me with these pages writing with me lying down But don't wake me up I'm living life inside a dream Well is this is better I don't know I guess its time to see You couldn't in-lighten me but now im gettin' high for free So quitin looking sh**ty like I gotta live my life and breathe Be a better man try and make a better plan Feeling like a kid but im reaching my mid 20's damn If you could understand maybe you would feel the same And being truthful f** I just went and destroyed my name You love it real though broke it down real slow Really real and I just feel only the real would know I feel like going you are welcome to come join me Chose to rap on stage because no-one was gonna employ me Just a big winge' nah its from the heart cuz' Proud of my sh** till the day comes that my heart jumps I missed a beat I ain't talking instrumental Worst part about it is its totally preventable Only gotta get a few only god has ever knew I wright my life and there is not one thing pretend its true