Kelly portis - So Far From Home lyrics

[VERSE 1 – E.V.] On your own, on my own My mama cryin on the phone She miss me, I miss me I'm tryin to be what they expect of me Workin hard, nah, hardly workin I'm tryin hard, but I'm hardly perfect This college stuff is so new to me Teachers don't see what they do to me Pretty girls seein right through me Why they can't they see? Why can't I see? This is a whole new life I'm lookin to get all of this sh** right Procrastination, stayin up all night No motivation, no shining light Staying happy's a constant fight, but I'm tryin right? Yeah I'm tryin like Stayin away from all of my exes Even if they don't make the best exit I've got this broken heart, I'm just tryin to protect it Got this new idea, just tryin to project it Respect it cause this next sh** is gonna be way better than you expected Yall doubted me, that's a misdirection I'm searchin for perfection [HOOK – E.V.] I'm so far from home, I ain't I ain't goin back I ain't I ain't goin back f** that life, f** that life I ain't I ain't goin back I ain't I ain't goin back f** that life, f** that life I ain't I ain't goin back I'm so far from home, I ain't I ain't goin back I ain't I ain't goin back I love this life, I love this life I ain't I ain't goin back I ain't I ain't goin back f** yo life, f** yo life I ain't I ain't goin back [VERSE 2 – Scumlord] I know it's been a minute Since I've been up in it And I not swift, baby girl Why don't let you let me finish? Saw you comin then started runnin Now I'm racin these streets just to get in those sheets, ha I'm sorry, I didn't mean it Unless you wanna see it like you need this I'm too gone but you're too right And it's too late for me to drive tonight So let me crash with you and maybe burn too Yeah you feel me? Like maybe tease me? (I don't know) Just take it off, I'm done with all this talk Let's get to action (um), the motion (I don't know I…) And you can let me feel you up Just a little touch, nothing too much I mean like you can give me some kisses or something… Damn HOOK [VERSE 3 – Jacob Smith] Uh Feelin good on bad days cause I'm just used to it I'm like “Hey, I'm just great. You're gonna have to get used to it.” Playin KYLE for awhile til I'm done getting that A But itll probably be a B, that's fine with me, that's okay Cause I'm just tryna pa** by while still makin my mama proud Drank too much the other night, never heard my voice so loud Got moved watchin Kanye on Fallon shoutin out “Bound” Cause I love it, the music, I lose it when they use it, I knew it Shoulda known, just let it go, you with us now, just say it loud “We that f**in talent show. We that f**in talent show” Doin homework, stayin up late with Fallon's show She only dates guys with brand new cars – that's a shallow hoe Cute girls with gla**es in all my cla**es Distractin me from the teacher, don't know if I'll pa** it I'm just tryna stay me while still bein the baddest You f**in wit Alumni and their f**in jazz hit