Uh Imma get this all in one take Professor, yea Im mellowed out [Verse] Lost my direction since the train stopped So Im writing about life just as the rain drops Just clearing my thoughts, wanna seep through your cerebrals I stroll through Martin soul, with Malcolm and Huey ego Never really had faith in the holy savior Seems like Im married to the pains But affairs with liquor and pills Still fail to fill the divorce papers So I'm stuck with hurdles to jump later Well I guess that's life My weakest weakness is my greatest strength Cause yall thinks its a disadvantage but trust I manage What gives me the push to go on? I ain't eaten in days Disregarding the crave to feast, I wanna eat on the stage Imma product of my environment, a prodigy in poverty Stripped of so much shocked guardian angels aren't robbing me But through it all I keep pushing, the evils pulling A tug of war between my conscience and you devils looking [Sample] [Verse 2] Stay blessed my n***a, yes my n***a You really think about it, could be worse my n***a, true sh** You can't complain more than you wanna live You'll fail to connect the lessons from stressed needing yo bridge Experience, will you learn from it? Or use it against yourself? Subconsciously scorned from it? For example, women want chivalrous thugs but feel the need to play men Yet looking for the same love, they're afraid to engage in Don't make sense, I'll never know You wasting time on what you hating, you'll never glow End like Zab, yo potential will crash, youll talk sh** cause you mad Funny those scared to knuckle up the quickest with jabs On that note, I point my index at the ones that gave me middle fingers Or thumbs down, no grudge We can still tie a bond though you bout as real as a pinky promise I still give you my hand, to help yours, I shake with honor [2Pac samples]